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December 31st, 2010

LAST. @ 08:16 pm







Dear 2010, 

Today is 31 December, the last day of your year. I've went through a lot of things as what Allah set for me. Thus, i have learnt many things. With what i faced, i felt, i've seen, i heard and i touched. All i can say, my life was pretty much up and down. Many said, you gave them shit. haha. Yeah, maybe? But, you're not alone, indeed every year was shitty. Haha. You brought us happiness, loneliness, disappointment, love and everything that rise and fall with it. Somehow, what is done can't be undone and life has to move on. Before i leave you, i want to thank Allah for still letting me to live for the whole year of 2010. So many things have changed and trust me, you're been playing a great part for all of us. I shall not forget the memories that was piled together during the whole time with you. Goodbye my sweetheart 2010, Hello 2011. (':


well, i shall say i began and ended my 2010's life pretty well.
Thank you Allah and i always love you. ((: 
therefore, i wanna say goodbye to Livejournal too.

My dear livejournal,
i was really glad that i have you as my personal blog.
Since i started writing on you, i was addicted to it. you made me to compose long stories.
you made my world. only you know my secrets. only you understand. THANK YOU. (:
i hope you stay great like always. Love You!


friends, 2011 is tomorrow. we should start a new life. and, i am here to inform, i have moved to blogger. 
so, here is my link.  --   http://magicolatierra.blogspot.com. 

GOODBYE 2010 & LJ and HELLO 2011 & Blogger. * take a deep breath in and out. *
 

December 27th, 2010

good and bad. @ 03:24 pm


HIIIIIIIIIII! i know, its been quite some time. i'm as always busy! haha. kay, today i have to stuck at home to clear school work as much as i can. then, prolly have some meet-ups with mates to clear another HUGE portion of projects. yes, HUGE.

24 DEC 2010. 

i had a meet-up with maa mates. then, i decided to drop-by to my mum's work place. she asked me to. yeah. so, i helped her do some things. unbemievable, i went into GUY'S toilet, FOR THE FIRST TIME! ahhhh! hahahaaahahaha. till my mum called me crazzayye. whatev. haha. 



soon after, i saw someone came out from office and made his way to the washroom. he smiled, of course. then, he walked back to his office. suddenly, he popped out with a metal box in his hands and non-stop wishing me " MERRY CHRISTMAS, GOD BLESS YOU. " i was actually speechless know. hehe. i hope by saying " YOU TOO and THANK YOU  ", he would prolly know how i feel. hehe. i was SOOO HAPPY that i decided to snap a few photos and take care of it carefully. it is still in my bag though. :D
 
  


25 DEC 2010

i had wedding on this date. fyi, my mum and aunties helped out or maybe, provided some parts of the decoration. i didn't snap pictures of it as i found it bleargh. haha. however, on a later day, we were attacked by a rain storm! OMYGOSH. everything was wet - the decorations, the karaoke instruments, even the BRIDE AND GROOM! ouh my. i felt bad but afterall, left an hour more to finish. good thing though. i swear, the so-called playing in the rain was fun! when everything was okay, we continued again as usual. 



this is a picture of  me and cousin, kinah. we were drenched you see. FUN. maxi fun. the whole thing was as if hit by a tornado or something. afterall, i enjoyed the laughters shared that day. ouh, i should tell you that this chubby cousin of mine is a year older than me and she is getting engaged on March 26, 2011! ikr! anyway, YAY! wow. we are quite close to each other. since we grow up, things change a little bit. everyone has their own ego. 

alright, till her then. there's nothing for me to eat at home. errr. OUH! did i mention i wanna go COUNTDOWN SO BADLY!? anybody wishes to accompany me? pfft. i bet no one. whatev. BYE. 

 

December 17th, 2010

a great day! @ 11:03 pm

wow. i feel good when i get what i wanted! hehe. who doesn't? anyway, today me and sara attended for the help-out trial for the ICS. hmm. i was asked to do make-up, but, nehmind because i'll probably suck on that. so, i decided to do hair. it is harder than i thought. however, i can handle it, with help of friends. HAHA. 

so, we came at 1pm, as usual and had Mcdonald's for lunch - mchicken. ergh. i was hungry and with the thought of gonna be late, i just grabbed a burger. and, so, we began with work. better get good CCA points for that. it was suckish but, WHATEV. i did hair, as i told you to whoever-is-reading-this. yeah, and, tomorrow - saturday, 18 december - will be even worse as we have to stay the whole day and night there. their show will start at 6pm. then, every interval, they will change hairstyle and eyeshadow colours. whoo. that is one hard job. haiya. let's hope, EVERYTHING WILL GO AS SMOOTH AS SILK. haha.

after the long day, me and sara went to Jurong Point. what we wanted was to get an assorted ring for ourselves that cost 2 bucks! hahaha. plus point, it is available at Taka Jewellery. but first, we had our early dinner. we were hungry like alligators. haha. after half-way meal, full. -.- i know right!? i hate that. after that searched for the outlet from one end to another. not found. so, we decided to drop off at CCK. and Voila! WE FOUND IT BABY! these are our rings [ below ]. mine is the squary one. haha. the ones left were only freaking small sizes. i have giant hands. so are my fingers. haha. fortunately, one was reserved for me! YAY. i remember that i actually scolded mum for not going to Taka Jewellery with me for that extreme cheap rings. hahaa. sill me. well, its over. so, whatever. 



my hot chocolate. YUM. 

sara and her fluffy.



we were so lethargic that we went to Mcdonalds again. i don't know why we love it so much. ergh. haha. but, this time round, we chilled with hot chocolate and fluffy [ warmed milk ] ! haha. had a great evening. now, i'm home. anytime soon, will doze off as i need to prepare the stuffs for tomorrow and such. yay for me! -.-" till here. Xoxo. 

ouh yes. FYI, when i got home, i checked my mailbox. after getting the letters, i had to walk pass a shop. in front of the shop, there was HUGE dog okayy. and, you must know what happened.

me: oooo. 
* i walked behind the goods-shelves outside the shop. i was trying to be fast and slow at the same time to ensure it won't come along. when i turned, IT FOLLOWED BEHIND ME!!! *

me: ahhhh! mmmhhhmm! [ yes, i shrieked ] * walked and hopped and ran faster and went in front of the shop again. * " excuse me, somebody help! [ saying and hiding behind a china guy who was on phone ] i stood still and froze.

me to the shopkeeper: will it bite? * while freezing *

shopkeeper: * giving me the blur face as she couldn't hear what i said *

* the owner then called him. i went into the shop [ as if i was about to buy something ] HAHAH. IT WAS FREAKING FUNNY. that dog was giant okay! i hope NOBODY had any idea what happened to me. i freaked out like hell and NO ONE listened to my soft screams. boohoo me. )': * fyi, the china guy did not do anything to help me nor hear me at all. FML. it was scaryy. i phobia now. okay. bye. 
 

December 13th, 2010

MOANDAY. @ 11:48 pm


i am now watching DO RE MI. i was grounded at home. HAHA. grounded? what a word to use. anyway, yeah. chores and cook. what else can i not do? haiyayai. tomorrow will be going to school. sigh. need to help out ICS make-up and hair-do. great. i'm lazy okay. but, nebermind. that is one of the ways for me to cling with the dancers right? additional, CCA points. who doesn't want? this help=out thingy stretches for a week. their actual performance is this Saturday. ALL THE BEST. 

okay. what else should i say? hmmmmm. these days, i've been browsing the net for tips. tips, tips, tips to lose weight, to remove whatever i-don't-want-to-have-permanently-on me, to overcome stress and dilemma. everything! something productive that i can do. hehe. must find ways to adapt the right things. i want to live, love and laugh. ahhaa. holidays also giving me pressure. i don't understand. ish. 

my next plan is to work. but, holidays will end in two weeks time. so, might as well not. but, I'M CASHLESS! shiaat. looking at how big my tummy is, i must start working out. but i need sport shoes. when and where am i going to do so? haiyo. crazy life. fyi, it is not a good crazy.

alright, * yawwwwnnnnnnn * BYE. 
 

December 11th, 2010

missing. @ 12:35 am

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOO! wow. its almost two weeks i left jourlie un-posted. ergh. haha. anyway, MY EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! though i know that i am doomed for a few of them. but, who cares? ... errr, for now? i feel as if today was countdown know! and, yes. i would like to go to a countdown party. wanna dance my ass off. haha. 

well, what i initially planned for myself today was to go somewhere, anywhere to release stress. maybe, an open field for me to scream of even marina barrage! all i wanted was 4 things:- sun, water, green grass and open air. however, it was turned down that i had to tag along my friends to catch a movie. well, it wasn't really worth it to me. 8 bucks for a ticket and by then, i was totally broke. TOTALLY know. from a few dollars till a penny left. ho my goose. i can't believe that! somehow, i never thought i would spend a lot. but, this matter is yesterday. history. so, the whole day was to taking exam at late afternoon, watched Narnia and ate ice-cream while walking. tired but not enough fun. yes, NOT enough. whatever.

now is already midnight. somehow, i wanted to wish my most charming idol - MR TAUFIK BATISAH - a great 29TH BIRTHDAY! SAYA SAYANG KAMUUU MANY MANY! anyway, moga panjang umur, murah rezeki & selalu diberkati Allah. AMIN! wish you all the best in whatever you're going through. i hope you had a blast on your BIG day and why are you in KL huh uh? HAHA. but, please, takecare of yourself okay? LOVE YOU! :DDD


apart from that, shall i wish my friend a HAPPY 17TH as well? haha. to khadijah, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY on Dec 8! may whatever you do will be blessed by Allah. and, i can't feel any better that you liked the gift. though we left you to ride in the train alone, take it as on the friday we celebrated your belated birthday. ahhaa. kay, kidding. :D


okayy. its getting late. did i miss anything? hmm. hope not. i have been yearning to meet-up with my girlfriends. and, yeah! Islamic new year was on Dec 7. so i shall announce to all my Muslim friends, a very happy new year. let's pray for His guidance and hope we will experience a great year ahead. also, 2011 is coming. so fast. sigh. may all of us be a better person as time flies. hehe. OKAY. byebye. goodnight! 
 

November 27th, 2010

long time. @ 04:17 pm

i can't tolerate with chemistry report anymore. this is so sickening laa. i'm tired of squeezing juice of this small, little slimy, cute brain of mine. hehe. okay.


apart from that, I HAVE ALREADY WATCHED HARRY POTTER 7.1 . for those who have not, run to get your tix! it was AWESOME! i teared for some parts. i simply can't wait for part 2. it keeps me hanging. pfft. I LOVE HARRY POTTER. someday, i'm gonna get a harry potter marathon. YEAH. 

okay, next, dance. I AM FREAKING SCARED OKAY! OKAY. HOPEFULLY, hopefully, everything goes well. :S

kay. i need to continue typing report. BYE. 
 

November 24th, 2010

HAPPY 18TH! @ 06:36 pm

HAPPY! @ 06:19 pm

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! heheheh. okay, i just came back from school. what i can say about today is, IT SUCKS. why? because, i tripped at a traffic light near the MRT station and to prevent me falling, i HUGGED the traffic light. -.- omgawd. and, fyi, it was the morning i was on my way to school! people all around me saw me! behind me, opposite me, the people at taxi stand, people in the bus and other vehicles, people in the train! WAHHHHH. THAT WAS REALLY EMBARRASSING OKAY. ergh.

next, i got scolding from sara because i stained her shirt. not really scold laa. she was worrying that it won't go away, somehow with that pissed-off face. haha. i was eating mee siam. and, it was RED, everyone knows. i felt bad all the way laa. don't know what to do. however, i am glad that we are still okay. HAHA. if our friendship breaks up just because of one stained another's shirt, IT IS STUPID. -.- 

so, the rest of my day, was fine. nothing special happened. we were selected for DMLS ambassador. so, we turned up for the meeting. ouh gawd. i don't know how i will present myself. i don't really know how to talk to people that well. pfft. whatev. after meeting, we passed by T11A, science block. and, OH MY GAWD! i never felt happier when i found out there was a group of malay dancers practicing! firstly, i thought of asking SDC for the details tomorrow because i was thinking to join make-up club. but, THANKS to my lovely friends who actually walked forward to them and asked on my behalf. i was SPEECHLESS know. haiya. and, and, they seem friendly laa. extremely. they welcomed me. hehehe. and, i am invited for their training next week! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! i am going bonkers. i can't wait to start dancing again! yay. maybe, after awhile, i can join keris. IF only, i'm invited. hmm. but, anyway, SP dancers will perform, and so, i'm gonna watch. yeah. 

okay. enough. BYEBYE! 

 

November 23rd, 2010

nothing special. @ 06:26 pm



nobody can have their smiles stay on the face. now, i feel unappreciated and nobody to everyone. i am nothing special now. nobody cares. i'm not thinking too much. i'm stating the fact. 

i wonder, if i have been strong enough to go through all these? i'm sure i can bear these obstacles. Allah did this for reasons. maybe, things will get better sooner? hmm. i don't know?  whatever though.

i'm saying now. i have done my best to keep things get back together. but, i know, IT IS NOT ENOUGH. i only do what i can. somehow, i keep thinking about it everyday. i am f-ing serious. i want us to be how we always do. I'M SORRY if i happened to start it first. really. ouh, i have never felt this guilty, and it is haunting me! please, please. someone, take away this shitty feeling and make me feel good, as i always do. ouh Allah, please, pull us back together. i miss you, so muc
h.

another story is tomorrow, my class will have a freaking long day! 8am-5pm! wahhh. FREAK. yes. and, reports are adding up like a pile of them! shiaat laa. now, i gotta squeeze my juicy brain for ideas to insert in the report. HAHA. okay. better start now. :D BYE. 

" i know i'm not perfect. at the end of the day, who is? "
 

November 21st, 2010

happy birthday, sweetpie. @ 10:06 am

 i wanna wish to my babe, DINI CHEONG, a splendid HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! :DDDDDD


have an enjoyable day okay sweetheart! 
xoxo
 
 

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